for wad you dont want tell me that we are over exam
so November and December no need go tuition?
you know that this is not responsible ?
on Monday I waited you for almost 1 hour
frustrated.....!!!
then I just went back to home because I know that you will not come again
at night
I went tuition also
but you did not told me that no need go tuition ad
actually I wanted to ask you
but I'm not in good mood at that time
so I did not asked you
but cant you tell me?
must I go and ask you?
you really change a lot
I do not know what makes you change
I do not understand that why you do so
if you're Ms.Ernice last year
you must tell me in what situation also
but this year
you really change a lot
I really do not know why
why will you become this?
then today you're not going to tell me also
until I call you
you're not willing to hear that...
I called the centre..
the aunt said that you said that no need go tuition le even at night also
you hate me?
my attitude makes you hate me on Monday night?
if I do that..I'm willing to say sorry to you here..
but how come you will become this?
I really cant believe that this is a truth
how can I suffer like this?
I think that although over PMR
but so what?
over PMR cant learn knowledge?
over PMR cant do anything?
over PMR..so what?
if I learn from now..
I can take it as easy as ABC for Form 4's BM and BI
but you're not going to give me chance to learn that..
haiz..
really disappointed at you....
and really HATE
if you not do so
I will not really hate you
but here
I will say thank you to you
thanks for caring me when last time at there as an assistant teacher
thanks for giving me knowledge
thanks for making me happy when I'm down
Well...
I SAY THANK TO YOU AGAIN
but next year?
I do not know that whether I will continue to tuition there anot?
I'm still hesitating and considering...
PLEASE DO NOT FORCE ME
let me calm down to think
thanks ^^
I'm not willing to write this post in fact
but I really cant endure ........
suffer =.=
2009年11月5日星期四
2009年11月2日星期一
Our Ki Siao's creations
today went skul for wad?
the answer is for do nothing ..
actually dont want go skul de
but teacher asked us to help her key-in something
so we help her lo...
after the perhimpunan
we went to makmal bestari directly...
after went in..
continue do the things that haven't finish yet
few minutes later..
a few students went in again
their purpose are same
that's play game ...
zzz
play game?
you cannot play at home meh?must play at skul ?
lame de..
ignore them
continue our works
I think 2 hours later
we were done
then that's time to break for a while
after we break ..
that's nothing can we do..
then the Teh Yee Lun asked us to do again
**********************************SKIP**********************************************
bcuz of my friend can key-in the things in a rapid speed
so she done faster than the boy who earlier key-in than her
haha
then left 3 piece of paper
I asked the boy who asked us to key-in to continue
then he said that he key-in a piece of paper have to waste 1 hour..
then I said too hyper la
my friend said you better say need 24 hours
after I heard wad my friend say
I said you better say you need 1 year to complete it...
##########################SKIP######################################
after that
we got back to class
there's no one in the class
only two of us
so we were talked about the days before exam
think back before exam..
there's lot of happies,fun,jokes
but now?
no more happies,fun and jokes...
no one want to go skul anymore
kayz..write until here..
bye~
the answer is for do nothing ..
actually dont want go skul de
but teacher asked us to help her key-in something
so we help her lo...
after the perhimpunan
we went to makmal bestari directly...
after went in..
continue do the things that haven't finish yet
few minutes later..
a few students went in again
their purpose are same
that's play game ...
zzz
play game?
you cannot play at home meh?must play at skul ?
lame de..
ignore them
continue our works
I think 2 hours later
we were done
then that's time to break for a while
after we break ..
that's nothing can we do..
then the Teh Yee Lun asked us to do again
**********************************SKIP**********************************************
bcuz of my friend can key-in the things in a rapid speed
so she done faster than the boy who earlier key-in than her
haha
then left 3 piece of paper
I asked the boy who asked us to key-in to continue
then he said that he key-in a piece of paper have to waste 1 hour..
then I said too hyper la
my friend said you better say need 24 hours
after I heard wad my friend say
I said you better say you need 1 year to complete it...
##########################SKIP######################################
after that
we got back to class
there's no one in the class
only two of us
so we were talked about the days before exam
think back before exam..
there's lot of happies,fun,jokes
but now?
no more happies,fun and jokes...
no one want to go skul anymore
kayz..write until here..
bye~
2009年10月22日星期四
Thursday 22/10/2009
yesterday when I went to tuition
there was a pair of girls （双胞胎）in the class only...
then I just sat there and did nothing...
erm
at about 4.10pm..
teacher only went in
after she explained
she asked us to do the making sentences =.=
I'm the first one who did it
every time also I'm the first who did it de
Form 3 like that
Form 4 also like that
lol
really so hard meh?
but I don't think so la
you are Form 5 student for next year
I'm only Form 4 next year
younger than you leh
I know how to do
you tell me that you don't know how to do
that's impossible
do not trying to cheat me
when teacher came in
she saw that I had done
she said that if you had done
you did the next one
that's change ayat susunan biasa to ayat susunan songsang
lol
that's easy
after we done
then she discussed with us
afer that
she gave us another paper
that's essay
she said that this is just for us to see
it is unnecessary to write
wah..scary me..haha
xD
while she explained the essay
she keep SMILED to me
=]
no reason...
kakaz
that's the time to back
now we talked about tuition at night
teacher asked me to go tuition for Form 4 and Form 2
Form 4's tuition time was in the afternoon
then Form 2 's class was at night
while teacher haven't came in
two of us was chatting
we talked about cafe world and restaurant city
then she said why your restaurant city de floor like that de?
that means not pretty for her at all lo
perhaps she was jealous about lo...
LAME!!
I just said something to ignore her
we talked about cafe world
she said that why you didn't help me de?
I said that that time when I want help you
you're opening your facebook
so I can't help you..sorry
then she said okay..
after that ask me to help her again
I said have to waste a long time de leh
I also told her that you must think that I cant open on Saturday and Sunday leh
I help you...you help me back lo...
then her face something like 脸黑黑
oh...
I understand le
I help u can..is no problem
you help me cant la
you're really self-centered
you know?
I had never seen the this kind of people
I hate this kind of people the most
that's the time to go back
then when we want back
the UTAN and CRAZY MAN said that my friend's leg like cellophone tape
out of your mind la
that's time to go back
you don't want back
that's not the time to back then you want back
something crazy
okay la..
that's about yesterday's tuition time
I realised something
every time my friend got go tuition
they had many topics to talk de
something CRAZY
something WEIRD
something LAME
there was a pair of girls （双胞胎）in the class only...
then I just sat there and did nothing...
erm
at about 4.10pm..
teacher only went in
after she explained
she asked us to do the making sentences =.=
I'm the first one who did it
every time also I'm the first who did it de
Form 3 like that
Form 4 also like that
lol
really so hard meh?
but I don't think so la
you are Form 5 student for next year
I'm only Form 4 next year
younger than you leh
I know how to do
you tell me that you don't know how to do
that's impossible
do not trying to cheat me
when teacher came in
she saw that I had done
she said that if you had done
you did the next one
that's change ayat susunan biasa to ayat susunan songsang
lol
that's easy
after we done
then she discussed with us
afer that
she gave us another paper
that's essay
she said that this is just for us to see
it is unnecessary to write
wah..scary me..haha
xD
while she explained the essay
she keep SMILED to me
=]
no reason...
kakaz
that's the time to back
now we talked about tuition at night
teacher asked me to go tuition for Form 4 and Form 2
Form 4's tuition time was in the afternoon
then Form 2 's class was at night
while teacher haven't came in
two of us was chatting
we talked about cafe world and restaurant city
then she said why your restaurant city de floor like that de?
that means not pretty for her at all lo
perhaps she was jealous about lo...
LAME!!
I just said something to ignore her
we talked about cafe world
she said that why you didn't help me de?
I said that that time when I want help you
you're opening your facebook
so I can't help you..sorry
then she said okay..
after that ask me to help her again
I said have to waste a long time de leh
I also told her that you must think that I cant open on Saturday and Sunday leh
I help you...you help me back lo...
then her face something like 脸黑黑
oh...
I understand le
I help u can..is no problem
you help me cant la
you're really self-centered
you know?
I had never seen the this kind of people
I hate this kind of people the most
that's the time to go back
then when we want back
the UTAN and CRAZY MAN said that my friend's leg like cellophone tape
out of your mind la
that's time to go back
you don't want back
that's not the time to back then you want back
something crazy
okay la..
that's about yesterday's tuition time
I realised something
every time my friend got go tuition
they had many topics to talk de
something CRAZY
something WEIRD
something LAME
2009年10月8日星期四
I don't know why you will become this??
If you not willing to help me check the sejarah that I done
you just said it out la...
so that I will not ask you to help me check
no one force you
some more..I'm not forcing you to help me after all...
you looks like not willing to do that
did I do something wrong?
NO!!NO!!NO!!
I don't have
you will treat me good if your mood is good
even smile to me =]
but if you are in bad mood
you will not smile to me and looks like HATE me
but you treat the xx good even you are in bad mood also
why?why?why?
can you tell me the reason?
maybe others don't care about
but I care
u know that?
you know your smiling can make me turns to happy when I'm unhappy?
but your face always looks like I had offenced u
since last year
I became to your student
I still remembered that at that time
you are a good and responsible teacher...
but now?
really have a big difference
compare to that time
you was really good
perhaps that the xx haven't come
and I also know that you are very 'sayang' me at that time
I can feel it..
but this year
you had changed more
since the xx come
you became more 'sayang' him than me
but I don't care this la of course
I just hope that you treat me as good as last year as u can
now
I have the blues on you
if you're not willing to teach us
then no need to teach
at that time
u discuss every questions with us
u was teached me until I understand how to do the questions that I don't know
but now?
you wont do that again
because the xx had occupied my 'space'
at least u can smile to me every time when you are happy or unhappy
that is unneccessary to look like I had offenced u
haiz...
I really hope to hit the rood(leave)
but I know that I cant do it
you are the cream of the soup teacher (the best) that I had never see before(just for secondary)
I will not tell anyone about this
because when I'm telling you
you just ignore me at all..
or you just said that they are lame
and said that you will change tuition centre
actually she is a good teacher
I don't know what such matter make her turn 360 degreee changes
anyway...
I really hope that you can treat me as good as you can....
you just said it out la...
so that I will not ask you to help me check
no one force you
some more..I'm not forcing you to help me after all...
you looks like not willing to do that
did I do something wrong?
NO!!NO!!NO!!
I don't have
you will treat me good if your mood is good
even smile to me =]
but if you are in bad mood
you will not smile to me and looks like HATE me
but you treat the xx good even you are in bad mood also
why?why?why?
can you tell me the reason?
maybe others don't care about
but I care
u know that?
you know your smiling can make me turns to happy when I'm unhappy?
but your face always looks like I had offenced u
since last year
I became to your student
I still remembered that at that time
you are a good and responsible teacher...
but now?
really have a big difference
compare to that time
you was really good
perhaps that the xx haven't come
and I also know that you are very 'sayang' me at that time
I can feel it..
but this year
you had changed more
since the xx come
you became more 'sayang' him than me
but I don't care this la of course
I just hope that you treat me as good as last year as u can
now
I have the blues on you
if you're not willing to teach us
then no need to teach
at that time
u discuss every questions with us
u was teached me until I understand how to do the questions that I don't know
but now?
you wont do that again
because the xx had occupied my 'space'
at least u can smile to me every time when you are happy or unhappy
that is unneccessary to look like I had offenced u
haiz...
I really hope to hit the rood(leave)
but I know that I cant do it
you are the cream of the soup teacher (the best) that I had never see before(just for secondary)
I will not tell anyone about this
because when I'm telling you
you just ignore me at all..
or you just said that they are lame
and said that you will change tuition centre
actually she is a good teacher
I don't know what such matter make her turn 360 degreee changes
anyway...
I really hope that you can treat me as good as you can....
2009年10月3日星期六
I'm tired
I'm being tired of study
I don't know why I don't like to study but I want to get good results
I know that's impossible
but what can I do?
study?
when I'm woke up..I see the computer
then I want to play it
but when I'm doing homework
I decide that I want to study later
but after that
I'm not study actually
because of a word
that's call 'LAZY'
the word 'LAZY' make me suffer
all of my friends study but me
in fact,I'm not willing to study
but if I didn't study
my target cant be achieve also
so
I had arranged my timetable
start from tommorow I have to study more hard ~
so that my target can be achieve
I want pass all the subject with flying colours and don't want any subject have the blues
PMR just one week
we had studied 3 years
and the PMR just have 1 time in our life
after PMR we can get freedom
teacher said that after PMR
no more activities in class
haha..xD..
expect the day coming...
REMEMBER U HAVE TO STUDY START FROM TOMMOROW AND CANT ONLINE EVEN SATURDAY OR SUNDAY UNTIL PMR OVER...
SEE YOU AFTER PMR... =[
I don't know why I don't like to study but I want to get good results
I know that's impossible
but what can I do?
study?
when I'm woke up..I see the computer
then I want to play it
but when I'm doing homework
I decide that I want to study later
but after that
I'm not study actually
because of a word
that's call 'LAZY'
the word 'LAZY' make me suffer
all of my friends study but me
in fact,I'm not willing to study
but if I didn't study
my target cant be achieve also
so
I had arranged my timetable
start from tommorow I have to study more hard ~
so that my target can be achieve
I want pass all the subject with flying colours and don't want any subject have the blues
PMR just one week
we had studied 3 years
and the PMR just have 1 time in our life
after PMR we can get freedom
teacher said that after PMR
no more activities in class
haha..xD..
expect the day coming...
REMEMBER U HAVE TO STUDY START FROM TOMMOROW AND CANT ONLINE EVEN SATURDAY OR SUNDAY UNTIL PMR OVER...
SEE YOU AFTER PMR... =[
2009年9月1日星期二
cαи ƨσмɛσиɛ ʋи∂ɛяƨтαи∂ мɛ?
你又能了解我内心的感受吗？
说我很变态
因为我对很多题
变态？
那第一班的学生岂不是更变态吗？
他们简直是头脑有问题
对吧？
就连老师也不敢相信
还说我看了题目纸
你又不想想看
他们只有一天的时间温习
而我有三四天的时间来温习
当然考得比他们好啦
考得好一点
就说我有答案
那我岂不是要每一次都考回一样的分数吗？
难道我就不可以有进步吗？
难道我就不是拿高分吗？
难道我就不允许是班上最高的那一位吗？
难道我考得好一点就有错吗？
为什么总不能了解我？
这种感觉只有我自己才能了解到
你永远也了解不到我真正的感受
就因为你不是我!!!
说我很变态
因为我对很多题
变态？
那第一班的学生岂不是更变态吗？
他们简直是头脑有问题
对吧？
就连老师也不敢相信
还说我看了题目纸
你又不想想看
他们只有一天的时间温习
而我有三四天的时间来温习
当然考得比他们好啦
考得好一点
就说我有答案
那我岂不是要每一次都考回一样的分数吗？
难道我就不可以有进步吗？
难道我就不是拿高分吗？
难道我就不允许是班上最高的那一位吗？
难道我考得好一点就有错吗？
为什么总不能了解我？
这种感觉只有我自己才能了解到
你永远也了解不到我真正的感受
就因为你不是我!!!
2009年7月26日星期日
2009年7月23日星期四
suffering =.=
since yesterday flu.
extremely suffer lo
today more serious
cough..abit fever and also influenza
I felt extremely tiresd
have no energy to do things le..
extremely suffer lo
today more serious
cough..abit fever and also influenza
I felt extremely tiresd
have no energy to do things le..
OMG!!!
ONLY ONE WORD CAN DESCRIBE
THAT'S SUFFERING
WHO CAN RESCUE ME??
HAIZ....!!!!
WHO CAN RESCUE ME??
HAIZ....!!!!
no mood to do anythings
even write blog also
=.=
even write blog also
=.=
2009年7月17日星期五
『真正的友谊』
普通的 VS 真正的
一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。 一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。
一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。 一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。
一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。 一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。
一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。 一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。
一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。 一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。
一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。 一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。
一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。 一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。
一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。
一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。 一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你?
把這篇傳給任何你關心的人-如果有傳回給你，代表你已經找到真正的朋友了！
一個球是一個圈子，沒有起始，也沒有結束。
它把我們結合在一起，像一圈子的朋友。
但是留給你去看的秘密寶藏就是你給予我的珍貴友誼
一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。 一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。
一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。 一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。
一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。 一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。
一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。 一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。
一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。 一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。
一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。 一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。
一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。 一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。
一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。
一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。 一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你?
把這篇傳給任何你關心的人-如果有傳回給你，代表你已經找到真正的朋友了！
一個球是一個圈子，沒有起始，也沒有結束。
它把我們結合在一起，像一圈子的朋友。
但是留給你去看的秘密寶藏就是你給予我的珍貴友誼
2009年7月11日星期六
Hard to describe about todayz
My fren told me that today she has go tuition
she is cheating me actually
I said okay
and asked her go there early abit
bcuz I have a lot of things wanna to tell her
then she said okay..and now she is buying clothes at 1U
after I bath
she sms me that today I did not go tuition
I asked her why?
she does not reply me at all
just apologize to me
u know wat I want actually?
I don't want your apologize
I just want your reason
keep apologize to me
that is useless
I said never mind la
all this is in my 'jangkaan'
u know what I hate?
is people who those likes to cheat me
I hate this kind of people the most!!
then at there
teacher keep teaching us how to write an essay
actually not teach la
was she write on the whiteboard and explain wad had she wrote on the whiteboard
then we just have to copy it =]
after we finished the essay
my phone's alarm suddenly 响
I had forgot the close it
then got a boy said dat like 催眠曲
zz
then all students at there just laugh at me
=.=
then I quickly close it ...luckily teacher not in class
if no..I'm so shame of it -.-
when teacher came in
gave us another essay
then all of the students were extremely surprising but me
bcuz I know that we have to write
then teacher comfort them
I just gave us to see
it is unnecessary to do
then all of them felt relax
after teacher gave the paper the all students
she said dat can write le :D
it was extremely easy
I done it about 20 minutes
bcuz of it was too easy
another teacher came in
she saw me wear spectacles
then she felt surprising
and asked me that u got wear spectacle?
then I said 'ya'
after she thinked for a minute
she said 'ohya,last time I had asked u'
then I smile to her :)
after I hand in my essay book
then I went out
the aunt at there told me that next month have to pay another RM10 for the transport
bcuz teacher is discount for me for five months
lol?
why discount for me?
izit last time as 'assistant teacher' u did not pay me
and discount for me??
I really do not know about
I'm wondering
lazy to write anymore..bye~
and asked her go there early abit
bcuz I have a lot of things wanna to tell her
then she said okay..and now she is buying clothes at 1U
after I bath
she sms me that today I did not go tuition
I asked her why?
she does not reply me at all
just apologize to me
u know wat I want actually?
I don't want your apologize
I just want your reason
keep apologize to me
that is useless
I said never mind la
all this is in my 'jangkaan'
u know what I hate?
is people who those likes to cheat me
I hate this kind of people the most!!
then at there
teacher keep teaching us how to write an essay
actually not teach la
was she write on the whiteboard and explain wad had she wrote on the whiteboard
then we just have to copy it =]
after we finished the essay
my phone's alarm suddenly 响
I had forgot the close it
then got a boy said dat like 催眠曲
zz
then all students at there just laugh at me
=.=
then I quickly close it ...luckily teacher not in class
if no..I'm so shame of it -.-
when teacher came in
gave us another essay
then all of the students were extremely surprising but me
bcuz I know that we have to write
then teacher comfort them
I just gave us to see
it is unnecessary to do
then all of them felt relax
after teacher gave the paper the all students
she said dat can write le :D
it was extremely easy
I done it about 20 minutes
bcuz of it was too easy
another teacher came in
she saw me wear spectacles
then she felt surprising
and asked me that u got wear spectacle?
then I said 'ya'
after she thinked for a minute
she said 'ohya,last time I had asked u'
then I smile to her :)
after I hand in my essay book
then I went out
the aunt at there told me that next month have to pay another RM10 for the transport
bcuz teacher is discount for me for five months
lol?
why discount for me?
izit last time as 'assistant teacher' u did not pay me
and discount for me??
I really do not know about
I'm wondering
lazy to write anymore..bye~
2009年7月10日星期五
Have you ever wonder those...
有过被劈腿或伴侣不忠经验的人都知道，除非有充足且完全难以狡辩的明显证据，否则情人或伴侣，打死也不会承认自己的背叛
即使是直觉敏锐,第六感超强的女生，也偶又被高手瞒天过海，唬弄得团团转的失手经验。原因无它，只因一般人都只能识破谎言，高明奸巧型的惯性说谎者，则需要专家级的方法，或透过测谎机器才能识透哟！
你觉得他进来言行诡异，又好像滴水不漏？想不想试试心理学家和犯罪测谎专家归纳出八种说谎者普遍特性，做一下初步判别，只要稍加留意，依然可以从言语中察觉出某些蛛丝马迹.....
眼球出现反射动作-破绽
一个人在说谎时，通常无法直视欺骗对象的眼睛。因大脑在‘建构’一个谎言时，眼球自然而然地朝向右上方。这是一种反射动作，除非受过严格训练，否则很难做到一边说谎时，一边还能直直注视对方的眼睛。也许在试图了解情人的某些情况，而他又正好就在你面前时，可以试着要求他说：‘请看着我的眼睛说！’
刻意省略第一人称-破绽
人在说谎时，会自然地感到不舒服，因此会出于本能的把自己从谎言剔除。如果感觉对方在描述中总是反覆且刻意省略了‘我’这个主词，好像在描述一个别人的故事，好像是谁都可能发生的情况，那就有破怀疑的理由了。
声调音量稍微提高-破绽
如果你问另一半刚刚是谁打来的电话时，对方的声音比平时高了好几度，或语调上比平时有异，可能就要稍微警惕了。因为音调升高或不自然的音量，往往是为了掩饰内心的脆弱。
无意识地东摸西摸-破绽
大部人说谎时，都会习惯触摸自己，潜意识会用手抚摸身体某一部位，来掩饰内心不安和保持镇定，可能会出现如摆弄手指，搔头抓痒，用手掩嘴等等细微动作。不过，这个辨识技巧，须和紧张或情调是的肢体语言作区隔。
情感表情转换很快-破绽
一般来说，正常的表情会来得快但消失得慢，通常会停留个几秒钟。但是，在“伪装的脸”上，真实的感情只会停留极短时间。一个人说话如果并非忠于事实，也不诚恳，仔细观察便会看出他的不同情绪会转换的很快，甚至可以看出难过，懊悔或装无辜的表情，并不是“很扎实”。
说谎时鼻子会流血-破绽
科学家发现，人在说谎或紧张时，多余的血液会流到脸上，使鼻子膨胀得好几毫米。但这样的变化，通常仅靠肉眼很难观察到，不过，说谎者可能会觉得鼻子不太舒服，而不经意地触摸它。无怪乎一直有一种说法，如果一个人说话时会不自觉得地触摸鼻子，很可能在说谎。
伪装笑容不太自然-破绽
这个科学发现很有趣：真正的微笑是均匀的，在面部的两边是对称的；而伪装的笑容则会有些不均匀。原因是，当一个人脸部的左侧或右侧笑容不真实时，另一侧会想做出积极的反应；但出自真诚，非虚伪的笑容，是会完全对称自然的。
不太会忘记小细节-破绽
说谎的人为了怕描述一时口吃，或因过于慌张而说出前后矛盾的说词，通常都已经把假定的情景和可能被问到的问题，设定好答案。如果你问对方昨天几点到几点在做什么？或为什么口袋里挥出现一张奇怪收据或刷卡单据？通常他是不会支吾其词或时间地点颠三倒四的。为什么不会犯这种错误，也不会找出什么漏洞？因为偷吃呐能手通常已把要交代的情节，整个预想安排好了。
『出轨征兆』
除了在言语上的某些破绽漏洞，让你很确定自己不是疑神疑鬼；某些不寻常的行为转变，也正暗示你的情人可能已对你不忠实。如果原本没有下这些习性，你的另一半却出现了一些突发性改变，你们之间可能真的出现了第三者！！
『突然很注重外表』
『变得不太敢直视你的眼睛』
『常常心不在焉，没办法专心听你说话』
『性趣缺缺，连拥抱也有点敷衍』
『手机经常关机或无人接听』
『常以加班和处理事情为理由，取消约会和夜半不归』
『上网时间越来越多，或经常自己一个人躲在房间里』
『一起出外时不太愿意牵手，亲吻也变得像轻啄』
『忘记两人的约定頻率越来越高』
『在车上接到某人的电话时，语气和表情显得不自然』
眼球出现反射动作-破绽
一个人在说谎时，通常无法直视欺骗对象的眼睛。因大脑在‘建构’一个谎言时，眼球自然而然地朝向右上方。这是一种反射动作，除非受过严格训练，否则很难做到一边说谎时，一边还能直直注视对方的眼睛。也许在试图了解情人的某些情况，而他又正好就在你面前时，可以试着要求他说：‘请看着我的眼睛说！’
刻意省略第一人称-破绽
人在说谎时，会自然地感到不舒服，因此会出于本能的把自己从谎言剔除。如果感觉对方在描述中总是反覆且刻意省略了‘我’这个主词，好像在描述一个别人的故事，好像是谁都可能发生的情况，那就有破怀疑的理由了。
声调音量稍微提高-破绽
如果你问另一半刚刚是谁打来的电话时，对方的声音比平时高了好几度，或语调上比平时有异，可能就要稍微警惕了。因为音调升高或不自然的音量，往往是为了掩饰内心的脆弱。
无意识地东摸西摸-破绽
大部人说谎时，都会习惯触摸自己，潜意识会用手抚摸身体某一部位，来掩饰内心不安和保持镇定，可能会出现如摆弄手指，搔头抓痒，用手掩嘴等等细微动作。不过，这个辨识技巧，须和紧张或情调是的肢体语言作区隔。
情感表情转换很快-破绽
一般来说，正常的表情会来得快但消失得慢，通常会停留个几秒钟。但是，在“伪装的脸”上，真实的感情只会停留极短时间。一个人说话如果并非忠于事实，也不诚恳，仔细观察便会看出他的不同情绪会转换的很快，甚至可以看出难过，懊悔或装无辜的表情，并不是“很扎实”。
说谎时鼻子会流血-破绽
科学家发现，人在说谎或紧张时，多余的血液会流到脸上，使鼻子膨胀得好几毫米。但这样的变化，通常仅靠肉眼很难观察到，不过，说谎者可能会觉得鼻子不太舒服，而不经意地触摸它。无怪乎一直有一种说法，如果一个人说话时会不自觉得地触摸鼻子，很可能在说谎。
伪装笑容不太自然-破绽
这个科学发现很有趣：真正的微笑是均匀的，在面部的两边是对称的；而伪装的笑容则会有些不均匀。原因是，当一个人脸部的左侧或右侧笑容不真实时，另一侧会想做出积极的反应；但出自真诚，非虚伪的笑容，是会完全对称自然的。
不太会忘记小细节-破绽
说谎的人为了怕描述一时口吃，或因过于慌张而说出前后矛盾的说词，通常都已经把假定的情景和可能被问到的问题，设定好答案。如果你问对方昨天几点到几点在做什么？或为什么口袋里挥出现一张奇怪收据或刷卡单据？通常他是不会支吾其词或时间地点颠三倒四的。为什么不会犯这种错误，也不会找出什么漏洞？因为偷吃呐能手通常已把要交代的情节，整个预想安排好了。
『出轨征兆』
除了在言语上的某些破绽漏洞，让你很确定自己不是疑神疑鬼；某些不寻常的行为转变，也正暗示你的情人可能已对你不忠实。如果原本没有下这些习性，你的另一半却出现了一些突发性改变，你们之间可能真的出现了第三者！！
『突然很注重外表』
『变得不太敢直视你的眼睛』
『常常心不在焉，没办法专心听你说话』
『性趣缺缺，连拥抱也有点敷衍』
『手机经常关机或无人接听』
『常以加班和处理事情为理由，取消约会和夜半不归』
『上网时间越来越多，或经常自己一个人躲在房间里』
『一起出外时不太愿意牵手，亲吻也变得像轻啄』
『忘记两人的约定頻率越来越高』
『在车上接到某人的电话时，语气和表情显得不自然』
2009年7月3日星期五
The Happy Dayz That I Never Had
Today is Friday
Is the happy dayz dat I never had
Enjoy it ^^Is the happy dayz dat I never had
today as usual went...
I'm waiting downstairs and waiting for her
I felt my legs was abit tired
so I just crouch and sleep
lol
after few minutes later
I heard a sound
I'm suspects that it is her car
so I just stand up
then when she saw me
smile to me again... kaka :D
so I smile to her lo
when reached the place..
she just went in and continue the lessons
suddenly I heard a sound leh
izit piano?
I'm wondering
but i cant went in and see it
then when she finished to play on the piano
all of the students clapped their hands...
wondering about
anyway
perhaps tommorow i can see it
I wish la
after 10 minutes
when she done the things
she gazed on me..
lol?
wad was happened to me?
it is nothing happened actually
she just smile to me
I can felt dat she was extremely glad..
she is in love?
idk about
when she came and..us
and then
smile to me again
then when I answered her questions actually I'm correct
but I choose another answer
zz
I hate to change answer
becuz after I change it must wrong even during exam too
HATE!
she had told me about her facebook's e-mail address
she asked me you still remembered the e-mail address..
I said yes
actually wanna to said no
regretted!haiz!!
its the time to said goodbye
becuz it is ten o'clock exactly
the girl said to me
near her apartment
have an unknown people 跳楼
it is extremely terrible
I'm scary to hear about
when we went out from class.Ms.Wenny thought the girl dat talking to me was talking to her and I saw Ms.Ernice was sat in front of the computer and just heard about wad did the girl says
lol
so funny
actually it is just a misunderstanding
the girl dat talking to me told her her apartment there have an unknown people 跳楼
after they heard about..all of them was so surprising
一直追问下去
是男是女？
年轻的？老人？
asked..asked...asked
总之就是特别关注
我就帮那女孩顶着门so that the door will not closed
my hands was so pain
=.=
the aunt at there asked a funny question
the people die or not?
Ms.Wenny answered her
of course is die lar
the apartment is so high leh
after I heard dat...I laugh at them .. xD
then they 'turut' laugh
lol
wakakakaka :P
after I came back and search
that's no more results again
aiyo...
why am I don't want say no?
I'm too stupid la
okie..this is all about a happy dayz that I never had xD
2009年6月28日星期日
An Unhappy Sunday
why two of you
like to treat me like dat?
always scold me as you like
even I did not do something wrong
what's wrong with two of u a?
as just now
I just went out and saw what movie he was watching exactly
when he saw me
he warned me next time if want to play computer
please keep all the things clean
don't as a tenant
like the table
he said dat that day he has keeps all the things clean
but now?
you see yourself
seems like dump
hey...excuse me
not my fault okay?
usually fly into a rage
I have been scolding by mother
what u want exactly?
Izit bcuz of my mid-year exam's result?
I knew this time I'm not did well in the exam
but what u want?
It's over!
I promise myself I must try my best in the next exam
I do not want to fail any subject again ._.
I want pass all the subjects!!
okay..that's all ^^
like to treat me like dat?
always scold me as you like
even I did not do something wrong
what's wrong with two of u a?
as just now
I just went out and saw what movie he was watching exactly
when he saw me
he warned me next time if want to play computer
please keep all the things clean
don't as a tenant
like the table
he said dat that day he has keeps all the things clean
but now?
you see yourself
seems like dump
hey...excuse me
not my fault okay?
usually fly into a rage
I have been scolding by mother
what u want exactly?
Izit bcuz of my mid-year exam's result?
I knew this time I'm not did well in the exam
but what u want?
It's over!
I promise myself I must try my best in the next exam
I do not want to fail any subject again ._.
I want pass all the subjects!!
okay..that's all ^^
2009年6月27日星期六
BoRiNg ScHoOlInG
today was very boring la
went school for what?
went school and sleep
lols
it was nothing to do
actually thought that all the teachers will came in and teach
but it was did not have any teacher also
zz
then i had a game of chess that played with Hui Kee
we played two times
i won her two times
i do not know about
perhaps I'm skilled in this district
or she was not skilled in ?
i do not know about
only herself know about
then Yi Wen also participated in
k la..
lazy to write d..
when I'm free..
I'm going t write ^^
went school for what?
went school and sleep
lols
it was nothing to do
actually thought that all the teachers will came in and teach
but it was did not have any teacher also
zz
then i had a game of chess that played with Hui Kee
we played two times
i won her two times
i do not know about
perhaps I'm skilled in this district
or she was not skilled in ?
i do not know about
only herself know about
then Yi Wen also participated in
k la..
lazy to write d..
when I'm free..
I'm going t write ^^
2009年6月25日星期四
《溏心风暴》程亮的日記：沒有常在心的日子
沒有常在心的日子﹐第857日﹐睛天
我今日收到國際法律界年會既確認信﹐我竟然攞到個傑出青年法律人銀獎。阿Ted 同Gordon班嘢好似仲開心過我﹐係都要拉我去卡拉OK慶祝。其實我無咩心情去。不過突然間諗起呢個可能另一個機會比我見到常在心。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第863日﹐雨
死啦﹐已經深夜三點鐘﹐仲未諗到咩方法可以幫常在心打嗰單case。我忽然間諗番起嗰日係撞車嗰條馬路到常在心望著我既眼神。佢仲係鍾意我既。不如你鼓起勇氣同佢講對唔著啦﹐佢會原諒你架。不如咁啦﹐交比個天決定﹐如果明日仲係落雨架話﹐我就向佢表白。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第864日﹐陰天
今 日成日都係陰陰天﹐一直都無落雨。我心諗 算啦﹐個天叫我唔好講。點知突然間落雨﹐我開心到好似細路仔咁笑。Cindy 佢地都唔知我做咩。我即刻打電話比常在心約佢出來。我話比常在心聽佢嗰單case我仲未諗到咩point﹐但佢無比壓力我﹐仲叫我放肆D慢慢諗。佢仲講左 D佢上庭既得意嘢被我聽。個傻妹話有一次﹐當佢講結案陳詞嗰陣時﹐講講下竟然發現自己條裙無拉拉鍊。其實都唔係真係咁好笑﹐但係佢就笑到好似收唔到制咁﹐ 成身都震晒。我終於無聽個天講﹐同常在心表白﹐希望佢原諒我。因為我見佢笑得咁開心﹐我唔想勾番起以前D往事﹐我驚佢又喊﹐我唔捨得佢喊。程亮﹐唔好諗咁 多啦﹐而家最重要既就係幫常在心諗掂D point。幫個輕度弱智既男仔脫罪。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第871日﹐睛
今日我 終於見識過常在德嗰種無賴法﹐估唔到過左兩年﹐佢一D都無變過。但我同常在心就已經唔同左。常在心比以前成熟左﹐堅強左。我地都唔會好似以前咁為左佢阿哥 吵架。我開始明白常在心以前既感受﹐已經有個咁唔生性既阿哥﹐仲要比個男朋友鬧﹐佢當時既心情一定好難過。我真係好後悔自己當時點解唔體諒下佢多D﹐不過 而家後悔都已經太遲啦。以前我地每次吵架﹐問心講﹐我真係覺得自己無錯。我以為我做咩都係為左常在心好。我係緊張佢所以先鬧佢。但係原來我根本就唔識點樣 先係對一個人好。對唔住呀﹐常在心
當你真係好鍾意一個人﹐無論你已經為佢付出左幾多﹐你都會覺得唔夠。你會好想用你一生既時間來對佢好。唔知我仲有無咁既機會呢﹖
我今日收到國際法律界年會既確認信﹐我竟然攞到個傑出青年法律人銀獎。阿Ted 同Gordon班嘢好似仲開心過我﹐係都要拉我去卡拉OK慶祝。其實我無咩心情去。不過突然間諗起呢個可能另一個機會比我見到常在心。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第863日﹐雨
死啦﹐已經深夜三點鐘﹐仲未諗到咩方法可以幫常在心打嗰單case。我忽然間諗番起嗰日係撞車嗰條馬路到常在心望著我既眼神。佢仲係鍾意我既。不如你鼓起勇氣同佢講對唔著啦﹐佢會原諒你架。不如咁啦﹐交比個天決定﹐如果明日仲係落雨架話﹐我就向佢表白。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第864日﹐陰天
今 日成日都係陰陰天﹐一直都無落雨。我心諗 算啦﹐個天叫我唔好講。點知突然間落雨﹐我開心到好似細路仔咁笑。Cindy 佢地都唔知我做咩。我即刻打電話比常在心約佢出來。我話比常在心聽佢嗰單case我仲未諗到咩point﹐但佢無比壓力我﹐仲叫我放肆D慢慢諗。佢仲講左 D佢上庭既得意嘢被我聽。個傻妹話有一次﹐當佢講結案陳詞嗰陣時﹐講講下竟然發現自己條裙無拉拉鍊。其實都唔係真係咁好笑﹐但係佢就笑到好似收唔到制咁﹐ 成身都震晒。我終於無聽個天講﹐同常在心表白﹐希望佢原諒我。因為我見佢笑得咁開心﹐我唔想勾番起以前D往事﹐我驚佢又喊﹐我唔捨得佢喊。程亮﹐唔好諗咁 多啦﹐而家最重要既就係幫常在心諗掂D point。幫個輕度弱智既男仔脫罪。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第871日﹐睛
今日我 終於見識過常在德嗰種無賴法﹐估唔到過左兩年﹐佢一D都無變過。但我同常在心就已經唔同左。常在心比以前成熟左﹐堅強左。我地都唔會好似以前咁為左佢阿哥 吵架。我開始明白常在心以前既感受﹐已經有個咁唔生性既阿哥﹐仲要比個男朋友鬧﹐佢當時既心情一定好難過。我真係好後悔自己當時點解唔體諒下佢多D﹐不過 而家後悔都已經太遲啦。以前我地每次吵架﹐問心講﹐我真係覺得自己無錯。我以為我做咩都係為左常在心好。我係緊張佢所以先鬧佢。但係原來我根本就唔識點樣 先係對一個人好。對唔住呀﹐常在心
當你真係好鍾意一個人﹐無論你已經為佢付出左幾多﹐你都會覺得唔夠。你會好想用你一生既時間來對佢好。唔知我仲有無咁既機會呢﹖
《溏心风暴》程亮的日記：沒有常在心的日子
沒有常在心的日子﹐第476日﹐睛
今期『法律人周刊』選左我做今年既律政界風雲人物。全公司既人都好替我開心﹐但唔知點解我既心情無想像中咁興奮。我一個人去左大排檔叫左碗水蟹粥來食。唔知常在心知唔知道呢個消息呢﹖佢既心情會點呢﹖佢會唔會替我開心呢﹖
沒有常在心的日子﹐第718日﹐睛
唔 知點解今日出街既時候﹐唔覺唔覺去左西環邨。一個對我來講好熟悉但係又好陌生既地方。我停左係到﹐我不知自己等緊嘜。結果等到既係常在心同得得地。我以為 我同常在心分開左﹐佢地兩個好快會行埋一齊。點知原來唔係。我一直都不相信有人可以無條件咁去愛護一個人﹐一D目的都無。而家我信啦﹐得得地做得到。我都 希望自己可以做到。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第831日﹐睛
今日我搭的士離開法院既時候﹐我竟然係架的士上面不斷咁流眼淚。以 前我成日諗如果終於有一日打贏大腳八﹐我肯定會開心到流眼淚。但我好肯定我今次既眼淚係為常在心開心而流既。今日我心離開常在心既時候﹐我突然之間有股衝 動好想走番轉頭同佢講聲你可唔可以原諒我﹖但係我終於都無咁做到。
我今次去New York會去一個月先番﹐呢個月我都唔會見到常在心….. 算啦﹐唔好再同佢提番起以前既事啦。我唔想佢好似之前嗰次咁﹐失控咁流晒眼淚。我想常在心永遠都笑﹐好似今日係法院走廊到笑得咁開心。
原來呢兩年來﹐我打既日記加埋有成十二萬字。我諗我呢世人打過既中文字加埋都唔夠我呢本日記多。希望有一日常在心原諒左我既時候﹐我地可以一齊坐係梳化到﹐一路食水蟹粥﹐一路睇番呢本日記。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第843日﹐陰天
今 日我一落機就番左office﹐Duncan病左。我代佢見兩個clients。呢單係一單離婚case。係個太太提出離婚既。個丈夫係會計司﹐好斯文。 個丈夫情緒好激動﹐係我office到大聲咁鬧佢老婆。我都唔知自己當時點解會咁惡喝個client。我從來都未試過 係office發咁大脾氣。我見到個女人不斷咁流眼淚﹐我都唔知點安慰佢好。食飯既時候﹐諗番起嗰個男人所講既嘢﹐我覺得呢個人真係好醜惡。其實自己咪同 佢一樣咁醜惡。有時我會諗 ….. 我雖然對唔著常在心﹐但我已經真心知錯啦﹐我已經盡晒自己既能力去補償﹐我真係唔明白點解常在心仲要咁掘強。逐漸我清楚啦…..唔明白既人係我。我唔明白 我對常在心既傷害有幾深。
今期『法律人周刊』選左我做今年既律政界風雲人物。全公司既人都好替我開心﹐但唔知點解我既心情無想像中咁興奮。我一個人去左大排檔叫左碗水蟹粥來食。唔知常在心知唔知道呢個消息呢﹖佢既心情會點呢﹖佢會唔會替我開心呢﹖
沒有常在心的日子﹐第718日﹐睛
唔 知點解今日出街既時候﹐唔覺唔覺去左西環邨。一個對我來講好熟悉但係又好陌生既地方。我停左係到﹐我不知自己等緊嘜。結果等到既係常在心同得得地。我以為 我同常在心分開左﹐佢地兩個好快會行埋一齊。點知原來唔係。我一直都不相信有人可以無條件咁去愛護一個人﹐一D目的都無。而家我信啦﹐得得地做得到。我都 希望自己可以做到。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第831日﹐睛
今日我搭的士離開法院既時候﹐我竟然係架的士上面不斷咁流眼淚。以 前我成日諗如果終於有一日打贏大腳八﹐我肯定會開心到流眼淚。但我好肯定我今次既眼淚係為常在心開心而流既。今日我心離開常在心既時候﹐我突然之間有股衝 動好想走番轉頭同佢講聲你可唔可以原諒我﹖但係我終於都無咁做到。
我今次去New York會去一個月先番﹐呢個月我都唔會見到常在心….. 算啦﹐唔好再同佢提番起以前既事啦。我唔想佢好似之前嗰次咁﹐失控咁流晒眼淚。我想常在心永遠都笑﹐好似今日係法院走廊到笑得咁開心。
原來呢兩年來﹐我打既日記加埋有成十二萬字。我諗我呢世人打過既中文字加埋都唔夠我呢本日記多。希望有一日常在心原諒左我既時候﹐我地可以一齊坐係梳化到﹐一路食水蟹粥﹐一路睇番呢本日記。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第843日﹐陰天
今 日我一落機就番左office﹐Duncan病左。我代佢見兩個clients。呢單係一單離婚case。係個太太提出離婚既。個丈夫係會計司﹐好斯文。 個丈夫情緒好激動﹐係我office到大聲咁鬧佢老婆。我都唔知自己當時點解會咁惡喝個client。我從來都未試過 係office發咁大脾氣。我見到個女人不斷咁流眼淚﹐我都唔知點安慰佢好。食飯既時候﹐諗番起嗰個男人所講既嘢﹐我覺得呢個人真係好醜惡。其實自己咪同 佢一樣咁醜惡。有時我會諗 ….. 我雖然對唔著常在心﹐但我已經真心知錯啦﹐我已經盡晒自己既能力去補償﹐我真係唔明白點解常在心仲要咁掘強。逐漸我清楚啦…..唔明白既人係我。我唔明白 我對常在心既傷害有幾深。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第37日﹐睛
今日水擘擘約左我出來﹐我終於見到嗰個有過度活躍症既副機師David。佢地去完打草地滾球。嗰個David真係好過引﹐不停咁講嘢﹐好似個細路仔咁。見到佢地咁甜蜜﹐我都好替佢地開心。唔知我同常在心仲會唔會有一齊笑﹐一齊開心既日子呢﹖
沒有常在心的日子﹐第42日﹐睛
我今日係法院門口撞到大腳八。同常在心拍拖既時候﹐我記得有一次我地吵左架﹐好無聊係到諗 - 如果個天比我打贏大腳八﹐但係就會失去常在心﹐我會揀邊樣﹖我當時竟然諗左好內。但係如果而家比我揀﹐我寧願輸一萬次都唔想失去常在心。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第49日﹐陰天
我今日lunch time又去左尖沙咀﹐又見到常在心係碼頭到食lunch。我見到佢又瘦左﹐個樣好失落。我知佢一定係為左我先至咁。我有時真係好憎自己搞到佢咁樣。我本來好想行埋去﹐但係結果都無。我驚佢一見到我又喊﹐我唔想再見到佢流眼淚。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第152日﹐睛
得得地搵我幫佢舅父打官司。佢舅父涉嫌冒充日本乾鮑代理商進行詐騙。我同佢fight到盡架啦﹐結果判左緩刑兩年。得得地好開心﹐猛咁同我握手多謝我。佢話好 采 有我﹐如果唔係佢舅父就要坐監啦。唔知點解﹐我已經唔再恨得得地﹐仲開始對呢個人有D好感。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第318日﹐雨
呢排我成日都發同一個夢。我夢見常在心已經原諒左我﹐成日係我隔離係咁笑。夢始終係要醒既。程亮﹐唔好再傻啦﹐無左常在心﹐日子都仲係要過。專心工作吧啦。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第42日﹐睛
我今日係法院門口撞到大腳八。同常在心拍拖既時候﹐我記得有一次我地吵左架﹐好無聊係到諗 - 如果個天比我打贏大腳八﹐但係就會失去常在心﹐我會揀邊樣﹖我當時竟然諗左好內。但係如果而家比我揀﹐我寧願輸一萬次都唔想失去常在心。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第49日﹐陰天
我今日lunch time又去左尖沙咀﹐又見到常在心係碼頭到食lunch。我見到佢又瘦左﹐個樣好失落。我知佢一定係為左我先至咁。我有時真係好憎自己搞到佢咁樣。我本來好想行埋去﹐但係結果都無。我驚佢一見到我又喊﹐我唔想再見到佢流眼淚。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第152日﹐睛
得得地搵我幫佢舅父打官司。佢舅父涉嫌冒充日本乾鮑代理商進行詐騙。我同佢fight到盡架啦﹐結果判左緩刑兩年。得得地好開心﹐猛咁同我握手多謝我。佢話好 采 有我﹐如果唔係佢舅父就要坐監啦。唔知點解﹐我已經唔再恨得得地﹐仲開始對呢個人有D好感。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第318日﹐雨
呢排我成日都發同一個夢。我夢見常在心已經原諒左我﹐成日係我隔離係咁笑。夢始終係要醒既。程亮﹐唔好再傻啦﹐無左常在心﹐日子都仲係要過。專心工作吧啦。
《溏心风暴》程亮的日記：沒有常在心的日子
沒有常在心的日子﹐第24日﹐睛
以前一見到常心寫日記﹐我就會笑佢﹐覺得好無聊﹐根本無人會睇。但到左而家﹐我終於明白一個人係好唔開心既時候﹐原來唔係去飲酒﹐唔係去搵朋友傾計﹐而係好想好想寫嘢﹐將自己既心情寫晒出來。
今 日係呢24天以來比較開心既一日﹐常在心終於搵到嘢做啦。係尖沙咀一間律師樓到做legal clerk。我諗佢一定好開心﹐一定會再笑番。以前佢成日係我間房到笑﹐無情情都笑一餐。食左粒好味既朱古力都可以笑到咔咔聲。嗰時我成日想佢靜D﹐等我 可以專心工作。但而家再聽唔到佢既笑聲﹐我反而好討厭靜既感覺。
以前我好有自信﹐決定左就勇往直前。但今次面對常在心﹐我完全唔知點做。我好想行前一步去彌補我既過失﹐但係原來咁樣反而會傷害到佢。當佢望著我﹐D眼淚好似失控咁樣流出來既時候﹐我心好痛。究竟我應該點做﹖有無人可以話比我知我應該點做﹖
沒有常在心的日子﹐第29日﹐睛
今日律師樓請左個新既legal clerk取代常在心。阿Ted介紹佢比我識。唔知點解佢同我打招呼既時候﹐我個心突然間有種好酸既感覺﹐所以我無頭無尾咁同佢寒暄左幾句﹐之後就行開左。我諗嗰個女仔一定覺得我好奇怪。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第33日﹐雨天
我 每日食lunch嗰時都會搭船過尖沙咀﹐係常在心做嘢嗰座大廈下面條街到來 回 行三次﹐希望可以撞到佢﹐但我無一次撞到。點知我今日一落船就係碼頭見到佢﹐見到佢挨著係欄杆到食漢堡包。佢瘦左﹐仲有D憔悴。但佢收到個電話之後就好開 心係到講﹐唔知嗰個人會唔會係得得地呢﹖
以前一見到常心寫日記﹐我就會笑佢﹐覺得好無聊﹐根本無人會睇。但到左而家﹐我終於明白一個人係好唔開心既時候﹐原來唔係去飲酒﹐唔係去搵朋友傾計﹐而係好想好想寫嘢﹐將自己既心情寫晒出來。
今 日係呢24天以來比較開心既一日﹐常在心終於搵到嘢做啦。係尖沙咀一間律師樓到做legal clerk。我諗佢一定好開心﹐一定會再笑番。以前佢成日係我間房到笑﹐無情情都笑一餐。食左粒好味既朱古力都可以笑到咔咔聲。嗰時我成日想佢靜D﹐等我 可以專心工作。但而家再聽唔到佢既笑聲﹐我反而好討厭靜既感覺。
以前我好有自信﹐決定左就勇往直前。但今次面對常在心﹐我完全唔知點做。我好想行前一步去彌補我既過失﹐但係原來咁樣反而會傷害到佢。當佢望著我﹐D眼淚好似失控咁樣流出來既時候﹐我心好痛。究竟我應該點做﹖有無人可以話比我知我應該點做﹖
沒有常在心的日子﹐第29日﹐睛
今日律師樓請左個新既legal clerk取代常在心。阿Ted介紹佢比我識。唔知點解佢同我打招呼既時候﹐我個心突然間有種好酸既感覺﹐所以我無頭無尾咁同佢寒暄左幾句﹐之後就行開左。我諗嗰個女仔一定覺得我好奇怪。
沒有常在心的日子﹐第33日﹐雨天
我 每日食lunch嗰時都會搭船過尖沙咀﹐係常在心做嘢嗰座大廈下面條街到來 回 行三次﹐希望可以撞到佢﹐但我無一次撞到。點知我今日一落船就係碼頭見到佢﹐見到佢挨著係欄杆到食漢堡包。佢瘦左﹐仲有D憔悴。但佢收到個電話之後就好開 心係到講﹐唔知嗰個人會唔會係得得地呢﹖
Can I ?
can I do not want to take my report card?
because I'm shame of my result
get no.22 in class
what shit results is this?
I still remembered that last year i had ever take no.2 in class
but now?
all of the subjects are became weak
how could it become this?
I'm not concentrate when I'm doing revision?
am I feel drowsy while I'm doing revision?
am I still thinking of something that's not about exam?
am I too careless during the exam?
am I be half-hearted about when I'm answering the all questions?
too many am I
but now it is too late!
how could it be that?
who can tell me what had happened to me exactly?
haiz!
but now
I had decided to study every night and study when I'm back from tuition
so that I can flash back what has teacher teach us exactly
nothing else to write
bye~watch movie~
because I'm shame of my result
get no.22 in class
what shit results is this?
I still remembered that last year i had ever take no.2 in class
but now?
all of the subjects are became weak
how could it become this?
I'm not concentrate when I'm doing revision?
am I feel drowsy while I'm doing revision?
am I still thinking of something that's not about exam?
am I too careless during the exam?
am I be half-hearted about when I'm answering the all questions?
too many am I
but now it is too late!
how could it be that?
who can tell me what had happened to me exactly?
haiz!
but now
I had decided to study every night and study when I'm back from tuition
so that I can flash back what has teacher teach us exactly
nothing else to write
bye~watch movie~
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