Can I ?

can I do not want to take my report card?
because I'm shame of my result
get no.22 in class
what shit results is this?
I still remembered that last year i had ever take no.2 in class
but now?
all of the subjects are became weak
how could it become this?
I'm not concentrate when I'm doing revision?
am I feel drowsy while I'm doing revision?
am I still thinking of something that's not about exam?
am I too careless during the exam?
am I be half-hearted about when I'm answering the all questions?
too many am I
but now it is too late!
how could it be that?
who can tell me what had happened to me exactly?
haiz!
but now
I had decided to study every night and study when I'm back from tuition
so that I can flash back what has teacher teach us exactly

nothing else to write
bye~watch movie~